{"id":106,"date":"2006-09-19T14:26:11","date_gmt":"2006-09-19T19:26:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/whaleylife.com\/blog\/archives\/106"},"modified":"2006-09-19T14:28:12","modified_gmt":"2006-09-19T19:28:12","slug":"106","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.whaleylife.com\/blog\/archives\/106","title":{"rendered":"Looking forward to tomorrow"},"content":{"rendered":"

It is Tuesday. I am enjoying my last day of peace and quiet. Ok, well, Alyssa is napping so it is quiet. I don’t know I would go as far to say as I was enjoying it, like with my feet up on the couch watching Notting Hill. Wrapping up some work for clients, making sure bills are paid, last minute cleaning and now just some folding of laundry left. <\/p>\n

We have been covered in prayer lately, and tonight we will close out with our First Family. It is wonderful to have so many people understand what this week means to us. So many people who are thinking and praying about our daughter. I am sure that the family is a mess, but let me speak for Ethan and I and say that we are truly at peace. With a few concerned moments, literally moments, this pregnancy has been very peaceful despite the circumstances. I let my mind go sometimes and wonder what would happen if Megan is not born healhty, but it is not long before I am pulled back to a trust in God that really has sustained me. I think being able to trust God throughout the last 19 months with my grief has built this trust that I now completely rely on. There is nothing that I can do. There is nothing that even my wonderful doctor can do. Megan’s life is in God’s hands. And as much as I love my doctor, that truth is more wonderful than if her life was in the best medical hands. <\/p>\n

Alyssa and I have been on count down since 6 weeks ago. When I would tell her it is only 5 weeks now, she would say, “no, six.” I don’t think she understood that going down was better. We are all looking forward to tomorrow and Thursday. We are looking forward to meeting Megan and seeing God’s love face to face. <\/p>\n

Here is the schedule one more time: Ethan and I check in at 12:15 for the 1:00 amnio tomorrow. If the results come back that Megan’s lungs are ready, we will start cervadil Wed night, then pitocin Thursday. We are trying to make sure we have some sort of internet connection so we can update the blog and as soon as we can, we will update everyone. We sincerly thank you for your love, your concern and your prayers over this pregnancy. May God be glorified through the birth and life of our Megan Elizabeth.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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